It has been now one week since I gambled.  It has been so tough.  All I have been doing is going to GA meetings, my therapist, and my doctor to get something to calm my nerves.  The rest of the time I am mostly in the house all except for my sons activities.  I still get upset with myself for somehow trying to figure out how I got in this situation. 
I thank all who have been supporting my in this journey.  Your thoughts and prayers are special to me. So please keep it up.  I have my third GA meeting tomorrow.  I am going on my own this time.
One day at a time is how I am living.I want to have my life back