After 2 and a half years of fighting with that nightmare and so many relapses I decided to start that journal in an effort to remind me why I shouldn’t continue
Day 1:
Cons:
I am in 14k debt, zero bank balance and completely lost control over my gambling in the past few days and it all happened very quickly.
Pros:
I still have a loving girlfriend, a good job, and neither my friends nor family knows about my habits.
It’s still manageable to get over that
Short term goal is to not gamble nor watch gambling related content for the next week and then r
If you’re reading that, pray for me!