Thanks for the post idi. Well, it is all a bit mixed. I didn’t post much on Sunday and Monday because living on porridge and biscuits. Miserable. Saw my Gp this morning and she has put me off for a further two months although she acknowledged that if job comes up I would take it and that my longstanding destitution was making things ten times worse. I was a little tearful because I am so sick of this harsh and solitaryexistence. She has referred me back to the hospital for a camera down the stomach because my symptoms at poulstone were really quite bad and I have well lost over a stone in six months. I am now half a stone off my ideal weight whereas before I had a stone and a half to lose. I explained that this was likely a result not having enough food and my stomach could not tolerate a normal diet at poulstone. She prescribed some antispasmodicsin case the spasm comes back but I have been free of them since 26th January with only minor stomach symptoms. I also have a minor eye infection.
One hour later I have been invited for an interview next week which I will definitely do.
All a bit mixed. My friend texted me to say she didn’t want to fall out. Neither do I but I let her know by text that her comments were very hurtful. She said my gambling addiction and pete were my fault, I created this situation and that I was playing the victim and looking for blame ie the healer. This is all complete rubbish. I could say she created her cancer and that would be just as unhelpful. I still don’t want to talk to her.
On a more positive note my daughter is coming to London and will visit tomorrow.
