Now more than anytime i’m so close to give up betting..wow..but is so hard..i’ve played again when my girl goes in a trip for 5 days..i feel so‘ alone..and my refugee was betting..but..after 3 days one of them at work..i put another barriers and i feel that i’m stroger but vulnerability is here around me..ohh last weeks i was absent from here..and this smash in my trust…hope God will help me again..He loves me..i know that..i feel that..He helped me..but I wasn’t so powerful and I disappoint Him…I such..an…I feel so alone…