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I called the Contact Centre this morning where I am due to start contact with my daughter, only to be told it could still be another 8 weeks. I was granted access in court on April 20th and put the application in to the contact centre on that very day. I was told there was roughly a 6 week waiting list and now 2 months on it looks like it is going to be another 2 months.
I know its only another 2 months and seeing as I have been waiting for well over a year already then I should be able to wait, but I cant stop crying at the news.
The last month has been the hardest of my recovery since leaving GH. I lost my job and the constant applying for jobs and hearing nothing is so deflating. Each and every morning phoning all the local temp agencies to see if any work has come in, checking all the websites daily and applying for any new vacancies……. its absolutely soul destroying.
But the knowledge that I get to see my daughter again, to hug and kiss her and to see her beautiful smile has been my driving force to stay focussed and keep it together. Now to be told it is likely to be another 2 months is devastating.

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