HI “HD”,
I don’t like using the title you have chosen but you can change it in time, when things become more hopeful, and with proper help and support, they will!
I know you feel as if you are teetering on the brink of total disaster right now but if you can see even a glimmer of light, I suggest you hold on to that and take every bit of support you get to move away from gambling because as you have discovered, it brings no joy.
Posting here was a huge move.
Why not pop into the Helpline for a one- to -one chat or join one of the Chat Groups in Real time?
In the early days everything seems more bleak than it actually is. Every problem has a solution! Keep posting!
