It’s lovely outside, I have health issue so I woke up very dizzy, but am glad I feel much better now. I have 2 dogs and one is acting up when we leave home. She is 8 and the sweetest thing ever, but she doesn’t like the little one I have now, and she gets upset when we leave and they are together. She never has messed with anything in the house, and she is shredding paper, trying to get into room and scratching at the doors on the bottom real bad and even got on the dining table and tore some stuff up. So weird we thought it was the little dog, but our little dog has no nails due to a rare immune condition, and we saw claw marks, so we know it’s my older one. We had the new dog over a year now, don’t understand why she is acting out! I am still trying to move forward each day, trying to make up for losses by working extra hard although I’m sad because I should have money to travel with family this summer, but not sure it’s going to happen! My fault though, I totally have to learn new ways to deal with stress, gambling is never the answer. The strange thing is sometimes I dont feel stress before I head out to gamble, I am not sure what makes me do it, but am trying to search for things on deeper levels that make me do the things I do…So again for today I am not gambling just taking it ODAAT.. All the best to whoever is reading this and has a hard time too! We are not alone..
