The landlord called and left me a voice mail asking about the rent. It just took all the spirit out of me tonight. I had planned to come home and clean and it left me with a sick stomach all evening. I dont want to talk to him but he knows I am off tomorrow and will call again leaving another threatning message. I know what can and can’t be done but I feel I am now paying for my past involvement with him. I’ll be glad when this business is over but it will be a while before Jen is really setteled. I’m sad and angry and I am eating my feelings. It’s good that I am broke as that keeps the gambling bug at bay but the thought is there.
i signed up for my new medical plan today and I am wondering some of the people I work with will make it. It will cost me over $3000 just to pay my premium and the $1500 copay through December. I know that one of the gals that just had a baby will qualify for public aid. How crazy is that? I thought only walmart got away with that crap! Pay billions to the owners and let the tax payers take care of the employees!
I just don’t know anymore.
bettie
