Well, went on the group but it was just an open group with a couple of people My wi fi kept cutting off so I gave up. The conversation I could tell really wasn’t going to go anywhere and I find myself switching off easily. It should have a purpose I guess but it does t feel that it does Will try the new members group tomorrow. I am clearly in a bit of a hump after my good day yesterday. Seems I do something, go out and end up sleeping for very long periods after it. Whilst I ack owledge I cannot work right now, it has alwAys been the great stabiliser in my life and I really am bereft without it. I refuse to be broke at xmas and will make all efforts soon to shift out of the purgatory I am in. I think today I am feeling frustration at the one step forward and 2 steps back. On day 65 this feels never ending.
